holding onto a lifetime, an infinity, of love
what do you do with a lifetime, an infinity, of love and no where to put it?
I am what I feel [ain't that the truth]
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“You say you’re not special because the world doesn’t know about you, but that’s an insult to me. I know about you.”

… but I don’t want it back
Mammy Dearest, pt 2 from A Different World
Mammy Dearest episode of A Different World
You get to a point in your life when you realize you have more yesterdays than tomorrows… That’s how life feels for me; every one of my thoughts start with ‘I remember’ or ‘I had/was/said/felt…’
It’s quite unfair because you’re told make today count and to look forward to the future. At 22, I realized, today isn’t possible without yesterday and I don’t have a future if I live past today. So, now that I have made it into today, it’s imperative that I share what I have with the right and deserving people; that I am who I am with no regrets; that I say my piece exactly when it’s due; that how I feel only depends on me because as time moves on, usually, so does people. From experienece, people tend to want back what they gave [and more] and I’m no longer giving away my happiness.
Allow yesterday to mold your todays so that the future you receive is the end product of what Y O U helped create!